It's been a while since I've had time to write, or the head space to do so.
Can I just say...that I am loving living in Kinohaku.
There's a quote that I came across recently that says:
"The human spirit needs places where nature has not been rearranged by the hand of man."
I'm not sure who said it, but they got it right.
Out here, where I can look out the window and see the harbour inlet, marshlands, hills, bush, and layer upon layer of creative detail; out here, is where things haven't been rearranged by anyone.
The beauty of everything is accentuated if you switch off appliance noises, and have a lull in traffic (let's face it...a busy road out here is like 2 cars in an hour!) for then, all you can hear is birds, crickets, cicadas, wind in the trees and the quiet stillness of space.
The tides coming in just now. Little rivers preceding the mass of water, snaking their way through the rusty brown and red ochre coloured sand. Sunlight hits it now, turning the colours more golden and pale. The water is tones and shades of turquoise, blue, green, and silver. It's the kind of view that makes you want to sit for an hour or so and just be still. To put aside the tasks and lists still to complete in the day; and to mull over beauty for a while.
So for a while I will...
Forget for a moment about the wet washing in the machine ready to hang out, and the clean dishes waiting to be put away, or the many other things I 'should' be doing just now. Because in the end those things can wait, the washing could be re-spun, and the dishes will still be there in an hour. But the time for capturing this beauty is now.
Life is about more than lists and jobs and busyness. When we break it down to its simplest terms, it's about love, joy, hope, peace, stillness, laughter, faith, and it's very own name: LIFE.
Life isn't just something to struggle through, to bear with, or to stress about. Though I confess I too often find myself doing just that. Too often we miss the important little things and the beauty life around us offers because the day seems so daunting, or the list insurmountable.
Somehow, and perhaps because we were created this way, somehow gazing at a beautiful view for a while brings our focus back to centre and allows us to breathe. We put lookouts across the country so we can stop and 'look out' at a view. When we watch a sunset, wake up early for a sunrise, see the full moon low and huge on the horizon, notice the intricacy in a flower or colours on a birds feather, look into the eyes of someone we love, or hear them laugh...in all these things something calls to us..."There is more here than you see. There is so much beauty to be felt. Come and be still. Gaze in wonder and ponder on things. Live and truly 'be' in this moment."
There's a point driving into Kawhia Harbour where they've put a look out. And it's at that point on the drive, whether you stop or not, that you can't help notice the view and a "Wow!" rise up within you. The beauty, the detail, the expanse of the harbour...it's all just breathtakingly stunning. Ridiculously extravagant. That kind of beauty draws you in, and also draws out a "wow" response of awe...and I can't help but think that that's exactly what it's supposed to do.
So here's to stopping and capturing moments. To slowing down the pace of life enough, that we don't miss the beauty that is around us. Here's to letting beauty draw us in, and make us sigh with wonder. And here's to letting ourselves "just be" in the moments that make our lives.
Wednesday, 20 March 2013
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
Settling in: grass, veges, herons, alarm birds and all!
Settling into our home at the bottom of the harbour is like settling into a holiday home you haven't visited before. Blissful.
I still can't quite believe it when I look out the window to the harbour. It doesn't matter if it's full tide with the sun sparkling off the water, or if it's low tide with all the subtle shade that make up the wetlands. This is our home. It's not just a holiday house, even though the location would suggest that it was. It's our home.
Exciting news in this household is...the grass is growing! We planted grass seed just over a week ago and have been watching it for signs of growth. It really was a labour of love. The effort put into digging over the clay soil ready for sowing was high. After faithfully watering the patch, we now have green mixed in with the brown clay! I didn't expect it to be so exciting watching grass grow! But after the effort, time and energy - and nursing achy muscles after all the digging - it's nice to see some return for the effort.
We have herons visiting us regularly now. There were at least 5 of them perched up in our massively tall pine tree last week. I'm not sure whether they are white or grey herons, but none the less they are impressive birds. They perch up there squawking, croaking, and tapping on the tree like woodpeckers.
The sound of bird noise in the evenings is amazingly loud. Add to that the 'alarm bird' who calls through the night saying "beep...BEEP...........beep....BEEP.........beep...BEEP...." with the occasional chirp to let us know that he is indeed a bird and NOT the dishwasher having a function error! (we checked!)
Things are looking very green after some much needed rain. I'm sure our veges are standing taller and even grew overnight! The rain kept the white butterflies away for a while too...which is a good thing since I haven't managed to make an organic garlic spray to keep them away yet. We have chillies fruiting, and cherry tomatoes promising a decent crop. The tomato plants are still in buckets - and the garden centre lady was sceptical that buckets would be suitable as pots!! We have had brilliant veges growing in buckets and plastic pots every season. No need to buy expensive ones, even though she didn't agree...
School started yesterday, so we welcomed the kids back to a newly decorated and freshened up school. Zac spent many many hours improving the look of the place on the inside and giving the school some love and attention. The kids reactions made the time and effort worth it.
I get waves, smiles and still a few stares as the kids walk up the drive in the morning and back down it to the bus in the afternoon. Some of the little kids aren't sure of me yet, but then yesterday was the first chance I got to say "Hi", and this is a small school in the country where perhaps new faces around school aren't an everyday occurrence like in town.
Hearing the noise of children playing and enjoying school is amazing background noise as I work in my office or potter round the house. It's not so bad living in a bit of a fish bowl!
I still can't quite believe it when I look out the window to the harbour. It doesn't matter if it's full tide with the sun sparkling off the water, or if it's low tide with all the subtle shade that make up the wetlands. This is our home. It's not just a holiday house, even though the location would suggest that it was. It's our home.
Exciting news in this household is...the grass is growing! We planted grass seed just over a week ago and have been watching it for signs of growth. It really was a labour of love. The effort put into digging over the clay soil ready for sowing was high. After faithfully watering the patch, we now have green mixed in with the brown clay! I didn't expect it to be so exciting watching grass grow! But after the effort, time and energy - and nursing achy muscles after all the digging - it's nice to see some return for the effort.
We have herons visiting us regularly now. There were at least 5 of them perched up in our massively tall pine tree last week. I'm not sure whether they are white or grey herons, but none the less they are impressive birds. They perch up there squawking, croaking, and tapping on the tree like woodpeckers.
The sound of bird noise in the evenings is amazingly loud. Add to that the 'alarm bird' who calls through the night saying "beep...BEEP...........beep....BEEP.........beep...BEEP...." with the occasional chirp to let us know that he is indeed a bird and NOT the dishwasher having a function error! (we checked!)
Things are looking very green after some much needed rain. I'm sure our veges are standing taller and even grew overnight! The rain kept the white butterflies away for a while too...which is a good thing since I haven't managed to make an organic garlic spray to keep them away yet. We have chillies fruiting, and cherry tomatoes promising a decent crop. The tomato plants are still in buckets - and the garden centre lady was sceptical that buckets would be suitable as pots!! We have had brilliant veges growing in buckets and plastic pots every season. No need to buy expensive ones, even though she didn't agree...
School started yesterday, so we welcomed the kids back to a newly decorated and freshened up school. Zac spent many many hours improving the look of the place on the inside and giving the school some love and attention. The kids reactions made the time and effort worth it.
I get waves, smiles and still a few stares as the kids walk up the drive in the morning and back down it to the bus in the afternoon. Some of the little kids aren't sure of me yet, but then yesterday was the first chance I got to say "Hi", and this is a small school in the country where perhaps new faces around school aren't an everyday occurrence like in town.
Hearing the noise of children playing and enjoying school is amazing background noise as I work in my office or potter round the house. It's not so bad living in a bit of a fish bowl!
Friday, 25 January 2013
A home by the sea
A week ago I was wondering what living rurally would really be like, and if I would 'fit in' to the small country community of Kinohaku.
And now, we are here. Unpacked (mostly). Settling into our new home, with the school just a hop, skip, and a jump up the drive and the harbour in full view.
How does it feel now we're here?
It's home.
How could it be anything else? I have my incredible husband with me, and we're entering into this new chapter of our lives with full assurance that we're exactly where we're meant to be.
We have been blessed with this opportunity to move into a stunning part of New Zealand. We are living the dream with a view of the south end of Kawhia Harbour, surrounded by farm land and bush on every other side. The sound of bird calls wakes us in the morning, and wishes us goodnight at dusk - from the Tui, Bell bird, wood pigeon, fantails and many more. The moonlight on the sea tonight took my breath away.
I think I may already be spoiled for any other job that might take us away from the sea. Now that we have it at our doorstep, I don't ever want to move far away from it again!
We have been welcomed into the area by local people and the local wildlife. We've been given introduction into life out here by fishermen on the bridge, the boy carrying a rifle down the road, passing tractors on narrow winding roads, every local we meet waving, and meeting sheep, cows and their young, and wild goats in the middle of the road. A local sports festival shed some light on things, with competitions of wood chopping, sheep riding (bareback of course), mini putt into a dinghy, and horse riding. We missed the whaleboat racing by about a week...but might just be interested in participating in next years event (if I'm considered a local by then!).
Setting up house this time has meant more than just unpacking boxes and organising the inside. We've been able to put down some roots into the garden as well. Preparing the soil and transplanting our potted plants into the garden has been more than just another job to do. It's been rather symbolic as well.
Together, we have made a commitment to this place and this community, and so we are putting down roots. Before now our garden was borrowed from the landlords, and so what we wanted to add was planted into pots. Ready and able to be moved when the time came. That time came, and now we are able to give our plants space and freedom, just as we ourselves are being given the time, space and freedom to grow.
I'm excited for what this season of our lives will bring about. Already I sense that this chapter holds more than I can dream, hope, or predict. And I think that when the time comes for the chapter to change, that I will be leaving more of myself in this place than just the plants we have put in the garden.
And now, we are here. Unpacked (mostly). Settling into our new home, with the school just a hop, skip, and a jump up the drive and the harbour in full view.
How does it feel now we're here?
It's home.
How could it be anything else? I have my incredible husband with me, and we're entering into this new chapter of our lives with full assurance that we're exactly where we're meant to be.
We have been blessed with this opportunity to move into a stunning part of New Zealand. We are living the dream with a view of the south end of Kawhia Harbour, surrounded by farm land and bush on every other side. The sound of bird calls wakes us in the morning, and wishes us goodnight at dusk - from the Tui, Bell bird, wood pigeon, fantails and many more. The moonlight on the sea tonight took my breath away.
I think I may already be spoiled for any other job that might take us away from the sea. Now that we have it at our doorstep, I don't ever want to move far away from it again!
We have been welcomed into the area by local people and the local wildlife. We've been given introduction into life out here by fishermen on the bridge, the boy carrying a rifle down the road, passing tractors on narrow winding roads, every local we meet waving, and meeting sheep, cows and their young, and wild goats in the middle of the road. A local sports festival shed some light on things, with competitions of wood chopping, sheep riding (bareback of course), mini putt into a dinghy, and horse riding. We missed the whaleboat racing by about a week...but might just be interested in participating in next years event (if I'm considered a local by then!).
Setting up house this time has meant more than just unpacking boxes and organising the inside. We've been able to put down some roots into the garden as well. Preparing the soil and transplanting our potted plants into the garden has been more than just another job to do. It's been rather symbolic as well.
Together, we have made a commitment to this place and this community, and so we are putting down roots. Before now our garden was borrowed from the landlords, and so what we wanted to add was planted into pots. Ready and able to be moved when the time came. That time came, and now we are able to give our plants space and freedom, just as we ourselves are being given the time, space and freedom to grow.
I'm excited for what this season of our lives will bring about. Already I sense that this chapter holds more than I can dream, hope, or predict. And I think that when the time comes for the chapter to change, that I will be leaving more of myself in this place than just the plants we have put in the garden.
Tuesday, 15 January 2013
Following the yellow brick road...
We're on the move; my husband and I.
Changing from outskirts of city living to remote rural spheres.
It's an exciting time of life for us. My husband has a promotion which leads us to a remote area of the West Coast of the North Island.
We've always felt more suited to country spaces than city living, but now we're about to test that inkling.
This is the first entry to record our journey, and my growth as a 20 something woman and wife embracing country living, and all that is ahead of us. I'm sure it will include some laughable (albeit slightly embarrassing) moments, challenges, discoveries, and a whole lot of fun.
I'm conscious today of the nearness of our move. Our house is already feeling a bit chaotic pre-move, but the packers come in this week and soon we'll be surrounded in even more boxes and wrapped furniture as well.
My brain is full of silly little things that need doing and questions like "When the packers sort the kitchen will we be left with any utensils, plates, glasses etc?". I think it might be a take-away menu week!
The area we're moving to is a stunning example of the beauty of creation. The drive out to our new home has breathtaking views of cliff faces, the harbour, and red hills full of iron sand.
I'm full of anticipation of the renewal and freedom that comes for me when I'm surround by beautiful scenery.
Changing from outskirts of city living to remote rural spheres.
It's an exciting time of life for us. My husband has a promotion which leads us to a remote area of the West Coast of the North Island.
We've always felt more suited to country spaces than city living, but now we're about to test that inkling.
This is the first entry to record our journey, and my growth as a 20 something woman and wife embracing country living, and all that is ahead of us. I'm sure it will include some laughable (albeit slightly embarrassing) moments, challenges, discoveries, and a whole lot of fun.
I'm conscious today of the nearness of our move. Our house is already feeling a bit chaotic pre-move, but the packers come in this week and soon we'll be surrounded in even more boxes and wrapped furniture as well.
My brain is full of silly little things that need doing and questions like "When the packers sort the kitchen will we be left with any utensils, plates, glasses etc?". I think it might be a take-away menu week!
The area we're moving to is a stunning example of the beauty of creation. The drive out to our new home has breathtaking views of cliff faces, the harbour, and red hills full of iron sand.
I'm full of anticipation of the renewal and freedom that comes for me when I'm surround by beautiful scenery.
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